Thursday, April 28, 2016

Pipe Dreams

I didn't want to actually start the processes of getting a house this soon. But I found myself really wanting a specific house. And a coworker pushed me to talk to his friend, the realtor and former mortgage loan officer. And so I did. He was great, and optimistic.

He pointed me towards a lady who works for the people who help people like me who are trying to get a house. She was brutal, condescending and short with me. I think she lost all respect for me when I asked what a term was that she used. It was humiliating and I felt terrible. I let my realtor know about it and unfortunately, he agreed with her assessment, since she is the expert.

I was completely discouraged. But for some reason, I went ahead and filled out the forms she'd told me about. Another fellow from the same place emailed me. I explained the situation, but he wouldn't let me go without a fight. He practically begged me to try anyway. And so I will...I am too world-weary to have any hope, though. I've been through too much this year to think I have a shot. But maybe...

The thing is, no matter what, I need several thousand to get everything going...

And today, I REALLY missed Dating Site Guy. Sigh.

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