Twice in my life I have seen a new couple interacting together and just knew they were going to be together forever. I'm not saying that other couples aren't going to last, or that those couples are perfect. It's just that they're perfect for each other.
I was asking myself the other day, exactly one month since I last texted him, why I just can't seem to stop crying myself to sleep at night. And I replied, "Well, it's because I thought we were forever." And it hit me. For the first, and only time in my life, I had had that certainty about us. I had no doubt we were meant to be.
It's the closest thing to a Soulmate I can explain, or that I've experienced. And while I've been slowly, very slowly feeling better...I'm not sure that feeling will ever go away.
What's worse is thinking about all of this at work and having one of my cashiers just suddenly, and quite randomly, say that she thinks we'll end up together one day. I don't know if wanting to believe that is hope, or desperation.
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