I'm trying not to panic. I'm trying to remain calm, and cool and easy-going. But I haven't heard from him in over a week, and I sent him a concerned message, just asking if he was okay...and no reply. I'm going to keep waiting and send him another message next week.
I think I'd be okay if I hadn't had so much experience with men vanishing on me. My first boyfriend did that to me. he vanished for nearly an entire year, then reappeared and broke my heart within a few months. Even the fireman last year basically vanished on me.
Everything was going so very well. The only problem was schedules and when we were going to get to meet. And his health scare, though since I don't know what it was, I don't know how much that might be affecting things. I did nothing wrong, and neither did he...so there has to be some other explanation.
I'm going to blame hormones for my reactions, but at the same time, I make no excuses for them. Experiences speak loudest here.
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